Ups and Downs in Life

Kata orang, hidup itu seperti roda.
Kadang di atas, dan kadang di bawah.

Terkadang saat kita di atas, kita lupa bahwa suatu saat kita pasti akan berada di bawah dan kita lupa untuk mempersiapkan diri untuk itu.

Saat kita di bawah, terkadang kita merasa sangat tertekan dan jatuh. Sulit untuk berjuang lagi dari bawah, meskipun cepat atau lambat, kita pasti akan bisa merasakan berada di atas lagi.


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in my life, i cry a lot.
sometimes it's a good cry, and sometimes it's a sad cry.
i just had a good cry weeks ago, i couldn't believe what just happened with my life recently.
but in the other side, i just had a sad cry. it's also about my life.

i feel like..
confuse..
dizzy..
because so many things that i do in my life, but so little time, so little energy that i have.

and i'm also sad because one thing.
when the effort of what i'm creating is way too much than the result.
not that i'm overexpecting, but sometimes it just doesn't work well.
and i'm fighting with it. a lot.